Feel like there's so much to see before I go
Scared to let go of her hand every time I hit the road
And that's some shit she'll never know
Waking up, stressing every minute I waste
Script running low, counting every pill that I take
Back on the road, it's another birthday I won't make
Got plenty off days, but never ones that I do take
'Cause I'm too scared if I stop I gotta deal with my problems
I been running for so damn long that I became the monster
Running out of ideas of how to help my father
Is there was a way to heal my fam, fuck it, I'd die tomorrow
Can't help but to think of a beautiful daughter whenever I look at sage
My mama she cry when she see my eyes, she know that she's looking at pain
Another tattoo on my face, I'm trying to hide everything that I hate
But wherever I go, yea there I am, this shit I could never escape
And I just wanna feel okay
I just wanna feel okay
I just wanna feel okay
Maybe it's all inside of my head
Maybe it'll make more sense when I'm dead
It's the little things I never said
I been way too fucked up and that I won't deny
Done heard it all my life so what's one more goodbye
Never could be sure of much but I could be sure that high
Would make me feel alright, alright
But them days gone of them drugs holding me together
Feeling like I wanna die but at least I'm looking better
Bunch of dead bodies paved on my path to peace
Now the pastor telling me
That it's, real hard for a rich man to get to heaven
Went from leaning on my cup to leaning on my weapon
And this could end at any second
Probably didn't say it enough but know I love you all
Staring at my dads number like I don't know how to call
Just hope he knows it ain't his fault
I just wanna feel okay
I just wanna feel okay
I just wanna feel okay