Picking up my cross on the way to sorrows
Shout-out to these meds, without 'em I'd be dead
Insecurities steady fucking up my head
I don't want the love 'cause it always come with pain
All I want is drugs 'cause it help to numb my veins
Shit, what you really on?
Probably more than I told her
Matte-black lungs in a matter-black Rover
Scared to shut my eyes, demons waiting for me to sleep
Scared when I'm awake, all I feel anxiety
Bottle-low but somehow it is always me that's lower
I'm pouring while I throw up, addiction taken over
I got a better chance of growing wings before I get sober
I shoot that rock like Odom
For years I
For years I danced with devil on a bed of spikes
I was gambling with my demons and I bet my life
Detox I was praying, seizing every night
I went from sipping dirty Sprite to the blood of Christ
[Repeat:]
Reborn
Back from the motherfucking dead yea thinking they seen a ghost
Diamonds all over my body
That rope and the noose had to go
If they gone up and hate me now, they never loved me before
All of the bitches wanna date me now, wasn't fucking me when I was broke
Hold up
Fuck is they yapping about? Talking that shit from the sidelines
I made this shit outta nothing, and no it ain't come with no guidelines
Whenever I motherfucking drop
I motherfucking switch up the timeline
Just go off the motherfucking top
It's nothing to switch up the paradigm
Racks all up in my pocket
Speaking that word like a prophet
Can't stop it, I lock in and drop it
Just to come back and go top it
Love it or hate it, they watched it
I'm taking all of the profit
Whatever it motherfucking is, you motherfuckers are not it
I know that they mad, they pissed wondering how I ain't die yet
I'm off these motherfucking scripts, they wondering how I ain't high yet?
I came and took what I want, they should grow nuts and go try it
Surrounded by Pilates
Yea
Picked up my motherfucking cross, the rest of these boys, they soft
Can see on they motherfucking body, they couldn't handle the cost
I go to war until they dead or my body lined in the chalk
Risen up outta that north
[Repeat:]
Reborn
Back from the motherfucking dead yea thinking they seen a ghost
Diamonds all over my body
That rope and the noose had to go
If they gone up and hate me now, they never loved me before
All of the bitches wanna date me now, wasn't fucking me when I was broke
Hold up